Monday, November 14, 2005
i was walking home from the bus stop just know and i had a passing thought. but it made me think. basically i felt abandoned for that split second. like i belong no where and nothing to me in the world seems right.
i know that my recent blogs have been depressing. but i just Have to get it out.
you know how ive been given freedom as if im 21 already? well it sucks. i feel totally abandoned. left alone. no one to turn to. earning my own money. in the totally evil world. alone.
well.. then again, i was thinking if this is independence? i learning right? im feeling like this cos of selfish reasons right? like i wanted time for myself. wanted this and wanted that.
okie. so i haven come to a perfect conclusion yet. i guess it a little bit of both? i mean i should just be glad im blessed with life everyday.
anyway, i'll be back. soon. i guess.
love, rowenafaith
posted @ 10:39 PM
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