Monday, January 30, 2006
okiee... i've decided to be forgiving from now on... people may say whatever that like to say about me from now on.. i will and MUST FIRMLY belive my stand in whatever i do!
yes.. (i sound so positive... eeks) oh wells... what to do? ive already suffered so much.. what's more suffering somemore? anyway.. the whole world knows my life sucks and believe me.. it does. period. hahahahaha
nono.. i wasnt kidding... im serious... (hello serious!) okie. that wasnt funny.. well i hope whoever is tryiong to read my blog will come back and read what i hafta say.. haha
well.. work was alright. except he fact that im secretly hiding my unhappiness for one of then chinese teacher i work with.. well.. i hope she ONE DAY will understand the oh-so-obvious body signals that i was sending for the last erm.. couple of months? hahaha i know im suppose to co-operate and work nicely with all whoever i work with.. but comon! oh wells... im just gonna finish off with my responsibilities and ONE DAY! find a way to run away from all these! hahahahahaha... but you know what? i dont think it'll work? cos whats keepin me there is the lil' children i teach! their love for you is genuine.. and their innocence just makes you wish your life back into the past. im still wishing... hard...
okie... why am i talking about depressing stuffs? i should be happy! i have people that are willing to stand by my side all the way! and especially gerald... im just crazy about him! =] and definitely GOD. i love him to bits too! mmuuaaawwccckkks! hahahah
alright.. im gonna go do my hair and then to see my godsister!!! haven seen her in ages! think the last time i saw her is last chinese new year? how sad!!! hashahahhahhaha anyway.. gonna see her soon!! happy happy!!
kk.. tata all.. will try and NOT disappear so often...( i always say that dont i?) hahahah
love you. faith...
posted @ 2:26 PM
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