let me fly free.

2006-06-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

as you all can see.. i've kinda forgotten about this blog of mine... hahaha.. well. im back to update it!!

it's the 24th of June already.. i guess it's been almost two months now that i haven't been updating? okie... so here's how my life have been...

WORK: so it's close to 2 months now that ive been working in NTUC bishan ccc. i thought my life would be easier cos it's so close to home and my pay is definitely higher than my previous working place. but im wrong.. im totally wrong.. work has been crazy, suddenly my work load has piled up till i cant breath... it's till the point that i wanted to quit and let go of everything... it's like sitting in a room helpless and watching your passion for somthing being burnt away bit by bit.. and that is definietly not what i want. But then i found God.. honestly, i was working for the sake of working.. but i didnt put all my heart in it.. and then people ard me reminded me why im doing this.. that's cos i had the passion for children. and God wouldnt put me through something i cannot accomplish.

SCHOOL: it's school break for me... but im starting school this tuesday.. assignments are a killer.. and im striving to get the best for every assignment. But can i do it? with work and all i dont really have the time.. every nigh, after i finish up my work.. i dont really have time for sch assignments. i usually have to either stay up till really late or get up really early in the morning to do them. sigh... im not getting enough sleep at all... if you take a look at me now. i have panda eyes.

LEISURE: okie... to refresh your memory.. ive started dancing classes.. so im gonna start on my latin 2 this wednesday.. ive completed cha cha and rumba.. gonna learn samba and jive. dancing is the only time i could really enjoy myself. and actually not think about work and all.. no matter how tired i am i would drag my ass down to dance class and have a ball of a time! at least im doing something i like!

Had like 2 camps during my non- updeting days - CC2 and CC3... love those kids! especially new friends made! HELLO MEL, DIANA, NICOLE!!

okie... so that's my life for you... JANICE IS GONNA START WORK ON MONDAY!! WOOHOO!! yay!!

that was random... aw-right.. aniway.. ima just gonna watch some tv now... (rest day for me today!)

love ya all! *mmmuuuaaawwwccckkks

latin dance here i come!

2006-04-30T02:24:00.000+08:00

hello all!!!

guess wad.. im very very happy!! wanna know why? yea.. of cos i'll tell you! that's like my whole purpose in coming here to blog right??

okie.. first of all!! i start work at the new centre on 2nd of may!! which is like this tuesday!! so fun!! im soo looking forward to it! can't wait to get to know the children there!! alright... school has been fine too!! everything is going as planned! (well hopefully it is financially.. but i'll survive) anyway... today was rather relax...

i started my day by waking up late!! wahahaha!! i thought i'll be late for school or sumthing cos i have to go collect money and i was right!! wahaha.. i was late foe 15 mins? my very first time being late!! so fun!! ended class at 12 today.. den went to eat with my group! i had chicken rice.. after that we headed back after some discussioin and had our tutorial! we kinda cut cue... wahahaha... so we ended earlier than planned! suppose to end at 5.30 but we can go at 3!! im so glad my lecturer gave the green light to our ideas! yay!!

after tutorial.. me and netta went to sign up for our latin dance class!!! ahh!! ima gonna learn latinm dance! it starts this comin wed!! and both of us got our 2 and a half inch dancing shoes!! hopefully i can balance on them.. but i dont think i'll have a problem cos i can run in heels! haha... i had plenty of fun trying on the shoes!! in the end.. (due to limited sizes and designs) netta and i have to get identical pair of shoes.

i came to a conclusion that net has weird feet!! wahaha... they had to punch holes in order for her to tighten her shoes!! mine was fine.... hehe.

im so happy la!!!! lalalalalaa.... so fun!! cant wait for next week!! can finally learn how to dance latin dance!

okie.. till then. cya!

*faith.

2006-04-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello!!! it's me again!!! okie. so i've been really happy these days!! wahaha.. ive never felt so relax before in my whole entire life! okie... i've officially signed my appointment letter with NTUC childcare.. and im starting next week!! okie... so my life have been smooth sailing for now.. but god knows what will happen in future.. but let's just think about the now!

alrighty! so there's gonna be so many things happening... play assignment, probably ballroom dancing, new working place and ima gonna go clubbing!!! finally of legal age!

guess wad! im so excited i dont know what else to type!!! there's so much happening these day! but i dunt know hoe to put it down!! wahahaha.. i'll update again when im in the right state of mind... wahahahaha...

tata!

2006-03-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

my life have been going by so fast that i find myself lost and confused. there are so many things happening in my life and i regret... regret having to grow up so quickly, and lead a life that i've never once dreamed about.

the things going through my life has been circling around and around and it's making me dizzy. i want to stop. right now. but i cant! THAT is what is driving me crazy. pictured this, i love my job, i enjoy what ever im doing, but there are aspect in the real world that did not allow me to enjoy wadeva im doing to the fullest. i never once thought that i would be the victim of advantage taking. i am young, still strong, and definitely the youngest... does that mean i MUST and NEED to do everything for everone else? i have my own things to do too you know! the different backstabbing i have been expose to. teachers flaunting their oh so wonderful acting skills infront of the parents yet they reveal their true monstrous self behind their backs. and i pity the little ones. it's so torturing to swallow that fact knowing that i cant do anything about that.

now guess what i opened my gap. and someone is gonna hate me forever for breaking their only rice bowl. okie, so i've been ask to stay and the management is gonna fired a teacher since i cant work with her. well how bout that. but i dont want any of it. ever since i have been treated with extra privilages. it's disturbing. what will others think? it's so unfair to them.

okie... so i dont really know wad to do so i'll just leave it as is it...

the end.

i need a break. i need a change in the environment. i need help. OH GOD! please help.. i need a sign! i need an answer!

2006-01-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

okiee... i've decided to be forgiving from now on... people may say whatever that like to say about me from now on.. i will and MUST FIRMLY belive my stand in whatever i do!

yes.. (i sound so positive... eeks) oh wells... what to do? ive already suffered so much.. what's more suffering somemore? anyway.. the whole world knows my life sucks and believe me.. it does. period. hahahahaha

nono.. i wasnt kidding... im serious... (hello serious!) okie. that wasnt funny.. well i hope whoever is tryiong to read my blog will come back and read what i hafta say.. haha

well.. work was alright. except he fact that im secretly hiding my unhappiness for one of then chinese teacher i work with.. well.. i hope she ONE DAY will understand the oh-so-obvious body signals that i was sending for the last erm.. couple of months? hahaha i know im suppose to co-operate and work nicely with all whoever i work with.. but comon! oh wells... im just gonna finish off with my responsibilities and ONE DAY! find a way to run away from all these! hahahahahaha... but you know what? i dont think it'll work? cos whats keepin me there is the lil' children i teach! their love for you is genuine.. and their innocence just makes you wish your life back into the past. im still wishing... hard...

okie... why am i talking about depressing stuffs? i should be happy! i have people that are willing to stand by my side all the way! and especially gerald... im just crazy about him! =] and definitely GOD. i love him to bits too! mmuuaaawwccckkks! hahahah

alright.. im gonna go do my hair and then to see my godsister!!! haven seen her in ages! think the last time i saw her is last chinese new year? how sad!!! hashahahhahhaha anyway.. gonna see her soon!! happy happy!!

kk.. tata all.. will try and NOT disappear so often...( i always say that dont i?) hahahah

love you. faith...

2006-01-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. i know i know.. it's been TWO whole months since i blogged and believe me.. i haven seen my blog this whole time too... HAPPY NEW YEAR!

anyway im gonna go now.. some asshole burst my bubble in that split second that i typed the last sentance...

adiue

2005-11-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

im still alive!
dont worry bout me!
love you all... will update soon. oh and try to fix that stupid tagboard of mine. =]
if there's anything at all... just call or drop me a mail!

lotsoflove, rowenafaith

abandoned?

2005-11-14T22:39:00.001+08:00

i was walking home from the bus stop just know and i had a passing thought. but it made me think. basically i felt abandoned for that split second. like i belong no where and nothing to me in the world seems right.

i know that my recent blogs have been depressing. but i just Have to get it out.
you know how ive been given freedom as if im 21 already? well it sucks. i feel totally abandoned. left alone. no one to turn to. earning my own money. in the totally evil world. alone.

well.. then again, i was thinking if this is independence? i learning right? im feeling like this cos of selfish reasons right? like i wanted time for myself. wanted this and wanted that.
okie. so i haven come to a perfect conclusion yet. i guess it a little bit of both? i mean i should just be glad im blessed with life everyday.

anyway, i'll be back. soon. i guess.
love, rowenafaith

abandoned?

2005-11-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

2005-11-14T08:21:00.000+08:00

alright... ive decided. i shall make it a point to update. i know i left this site unattended for a very long time now. im sorry!!

okie, so i have 10 mins to spare, after which i have to go to work.
i have decided that if i wanna reach the top in wadever, i HAVE to work hard enough for it! for example, doing bachelors in 2008. i think that would set things right for me. that is for school of course. as for work, im gonna continue thinking about it.

you know wad is sad? NOT being able to be MY age. im 17 going on eighteen. i have a job. struggling with school. no time for myself. no time to enjoy. WORST. i HAVE NO TIME TO SPEND WITH MY FRIENDS! and i miss them all badly! especially, rebby, pam, merissa and vette! anyway, i always have to ask myself WHY. why am i in this situation? it's all so difficult. and i always have to cry my ass out and then pretend nothing happen the next day. why do i have to mature so quickly? i just dont understand! how i wish i wasnt given this much of a freedom. others might think it's the coolest thing on earth! but heck NO! i have to work for my own living. my own fair share of problems and definitely worries.

Melissa might be right. i may be blessed with this gift. of maturity. to know what im doing and want to do. to have that particular wisdom that will help my younger siblings and myself. it may be difficult. but everyone has a cross to carry and to me, mine could be the biggest one on earth, but think. there might be more out there suffering the same fate as me and their crosses are much bigger, much heavier.

i should start appreciating my life and not waste it away. there are so many out there that are willing to lend me their ears to listen to my prblems. shoulders, when i need it to cry on and their hearts. when i need to know im loved. im not alone. and so are all those that are in the same plight. God has been with us and it's so wonderful to know that.

that's all of my ten mins. im gonna go for now.
love you all out there.
lot's of love - Rowenafaith

still surviving...

2005-11-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

im still here.. alive and moving..
though i was about to give up on myself just a few days ago, i told myself that i CAN go on.

My life has been a living hell. the work load i have. the school stress im taking. And the on going screaming of children still rings in my head. (But i still love them all the same) im tired. Very tired. but do i have a choice? i cant give up now. ive been through it all half way. i MUST be crazy if i let go! Try having a class of 19 children. 18 typically developing children and 1 very special child. Another one is driving me crazy with all his screaming and shouting. (he's undergoing speech therapy) But it seems like nobody's listening. am i a not good enough teacher? am i too lousy to make it to the top? But now i dont care a sh*t bout it anymore. i'll just do my part and teach as i am told.

School has not been better. But i have new friends to back me up. they are my new pillars. my new strenght in life. they teach me the meaning of being happy. that you should not let anything get in the way. when you want to acheive something, you have to go all the way.

But there's a silver lining. in every cloud that floats right by. i have my Godma and my baby to help me go through life. They understand and help whenever they can. and im really glad.

and of course not forgetting the big man above that helped me through and through.
Dear Lord, thank you, for giving me this strenght, in different varying ways. the love you show through the people that care. the happiness you give through the children everywhere. But dear Lord i pray again and again, to help me go through these coming tiring months. give me the strenght to carry out my tasks. With my heart i pray with all sincerity, that you'll hear my cry and help me by guiding me. Amen.

je parle mon mind.

2005-09-19T01:23:00.000+08:00

Bonjour! vous etes contents ou tristes? Je suis chez moi. vous savez... j'ai mal a la tete! Mais je suis contents. =] J'ecoute la radio et je mange un sandwich.

hahah, maintenant, je parle anglais. =]

okie... i shall type in english now... been a long time since i updated in my blog huh... well.. nothing much to update la... just the same old boring things. hmmm... still working at the childcare in the day.. and now im also working at the restaurant at night.. so it's like a double job and school all at the same time! =] busy busy!! but i have no other choice! i need to work extra hard for money!! in order to survive!

it's so ridiculous! everything revolves around money! i soo hate that... it's not easy earning money already! and the worst part is saving it! it's not like i dont have the determination to save my money, it's more of i have no chance of doing so! everytime i get my pay, the next day i would have to pay my school fees! so there goes all the money! =[ so miserable!!

anyhoo... i must try and survive without much cash lo... it's so stupid on why people make neccesaties sooo expensive!! so retarded!! like children clothingS! they use lesser cloth but the clothes are like twice the amt of an adult's! arghh!!!

okie la gtg... im like sooo totally tired now... will update soon yea!

a bientot!

tired..*yawn

2005-08-23T06:58:00.000+08:00

okie... so my past week have been alright except i haven been sleeping too well... or rather... i din have enough sleep at all... im like up all the time... trying to get the best out of my project.. with the mentality, "i MUST get A, i MUST get A" hahaha... well i really want to continue to a degree wad.... =] after next year June... i'll be a free person... well at least not so tight on cash anymore! =] cos i would have paid like 8000 on my own! amazing right? hahaha

okie... im like working really hard now...

actually i really like my life now... cos it's really free and easy! nothing much... i can go anywhere i like (as long as it's after work or school)....

ok la... i need to get ready for work now... update soon!

2005-08-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

i'm too lazy.. i shall blog tml. =] heh.

2005-08-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

yo!!!!! hey yall.... nothing much to blog now... just that im rushing out my anecdotal record for school... wad's that? well just a record on children. sounds easy? i wish. ha. oh wells. hahahaha anyways... how are you all? missed you guys so much. hehehe.. i mean it! yep...

oh... my computer is finally fixed. but im sure it'll be like down again like maybe in a few weeks time? hahaha.. it always does.

I NEED SLEEP. SERIOUSLY. okok... tml it shall be... i shall be a complete pig. hahaha
and im eating way tooooo much. hahaha but the amazing thing is i drop two sizes. how fun! must work harder. hahahaha okok....

going back to my stupid record now... did i mention the kids i teach are just so adorable? hahaha will show yall pictures sometime... when i see you all la... and i made new friends in school today. =]

k. cya all... i know it's a boring entry but pls forgive me. =]

night night.
love love.

Found.

2005-08-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

hey my oh so missed friends!! AHHH!!! i love you guys sooo much! so sweet and all by remembering me!! yea... im back!! yep!! im so sorry for disappearing and jason... for your information, gerald did not kidnap me, hide me, lock me up or something... hahaha right........

okie... as for wad im up to now! hehehe... yesyes... it's the third day at my new job in a childcare centre. yep!!! and im totally enjoying myself... except for the time when kids climb all over me... (literally) hahaha. yea... so basically im free at night! dinner anyone? hahahaha call if you all are going out yea! dont forget me!

okie.. school's fine so far... except for me and janice trying desperately trying to make friends with the people ard us! hahahaha...oh wells! hehehe....

okie... so french lesson is going on fine... it's gonna end soon.. so i still can speak fluent french but i can make french friends! hahaha... right. anyhoo... im too lazy to type anymore now.... so if ya want to fine out more just give me a call ya! hahahaha... will surely pick up. =]

alright now.. i gtg... bye all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

hey yall' sup?
me? nothing much.. just finish my first day trial at the childcare centre today! it was fun! but tiring.. really tiring... like bathing the kids... teaching them... playing with them.. spliting them up when they fight... sigh sigh.. the class im taking are lil' bullies kie!! but ok la.. they still are after all kids right? so i start school on saturday.. like finally... after so long! ahaha... oh and i'll miss a french lesson tml!! so sad!!!! ooh wells~

okie... here you guys.. your long awaited photos!!

http://www.imagestation.com/member/?name=rowenafaith

okie.. i better go now...
cya all soon! love loads~

tata

2005-06-30T15:48:00.000+08:00

hey all!! haven been blogginh lately... hehe soweee... so how's everyone?? hahhaa... okie.. UPDATE!!

my life? well... still the sme as ever... okie not exactly... i started my french class!!! haha it was really fun!!! know alot of people.. and im like the youngest... blehx. alright! and today was the second lesson.. hehe.. and i still cant speak french! hahah okie.. maybe a lil.. like asking for you name and introducing myself or someone to someone else.. hahaha. and i can spell my name in french! =]

okie.. enough bout that! hmmm... so school for me officially start on th 16th... and i wanna quit my present job to work in a childcare... but whose willing to hire a student age 17 and has no experiences. well.. if you own a childcare centre and wants to hire me.. MAIL ME! i'll repay you with eternal gratefulness.=]

and so... im like here in my aunt's place.. heh (she's in japan and i have the key) =]

alrighty... im gonna go get some beauty sleep now... tata!

Au revior!

2005-06-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

okie... so i haven been updating.. pls forgive me.. my oh-so-clever-brother thought he could fix our screwed up com and ended up destroying it.. woopeedoo... hahaha. so much for man and DIY.okie... it's gonna be a super long while till i come in contact with another working computer so yep! i'll squeeze in as much info of my oh-so-boring life for you guys out there who has nothing better else to do than read my uninteresting blog. heh.

okie.. so my past week has been alright.. quite normal considering the weirdest ppl i meet in my everyday life.. (okie.. enough bout that)TODAY! well i signed up for french classes! with aunty shirleen.. and i got a letter stating that i got accepted into the dip i signed up like 2 months ago.. like FINALLY. haha... okie... and i'm fluing again.. as usual. maybe cos of the weather..

okie... im soooo sorry reb.. the photos will be up soon.. as soon as i get to use a working computer... maybe this sunday kie? i'll make gerald do it for me.. =]and mols! im surprise you visit my blog so often! hahaha.. actually, who reads my blog anyway? tag kie!!

okie.. i gtg back to work now.. will update soon kie!love love!mmmuuuaaawwwcccckkks!

2005-05-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

hey hey!! photos are up! you can have them all now merissa! =]

http://www.imagestation.com/member/?name=rowenafaith

and im fine! for your infomation! hehehe... im doing just great!! nothing's spoiling my life for me! i love my life! really!

okie.. so i lied.

im alright la... just bit confused of wad to do now... and asking myself loads of question like why am i going thru all this rubbish at such a young age... sigh sigh...

but another good thing is that im much closer to mummy now!! really!! and im glad i am!! cos i totally hate my dad...(dun ask)
yep yep!! and i found out stuffs like mummy was suppose to marry this really cute/hot/handsome/awesome jap guy... but his mom seemed to have object and i could have been japanese!! but then again i might not live here... i will not then be known as rowena.. and would not have known all my great friends! so im contented already.. hahahaha

ok.. have to go to bed now. really sleepy...
nighty night yall'!

2005-05-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

okie.. im too lazy to update so yea... will update soon!

*blehx!

2005-04-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

okie... UPDATE!!! hehe... gerald came back on sunday! okie, me, gerri, clerance, nicky and my lil' cuz went to the airport to get them... that stupid gerri teared when they came out and she hugged senior and iggy like crazy.. hahaha well.. i was happy! hahaha...
later that night went to gerald's grandma's place for dinner.. (was his grandpa's birthday) yep yep...

and that bum got me such and expensive gift!! i still cant believe it! but i like the gift alot!! and i never did imagine he will be the one getting me that!! hahaha... (quick qucik guess the gift!)

yea... and this whole week was heaven.. pass very quickly too!!
and i miss swimming!! okie.. need to go swimming... hahahaha

okie.. gtg to work now.. update more soon!! love ya all!!

gerald!! and needless to say.. I LOVE YOU TOO!!
mmmuuuaaah! <3

2005-04-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

Im dying to see my baby this sunday!! ahh!!! i cant wait!! i miss him soo much! this whole week feels like a thousand years!! this sux. oh wells... I LOVE YOU GERALD!

ohoh... AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL!! my dearest and bestest look-alike ever on this whole entire earth!! i love ya soo!!! mmuuuaah!

okie.. gotta go ta bed now... bit late already and i have to work tml... love ya all peeps! and delphine.. GO FOR IT! im here for ya girl! if ya need to talk la.. =] hehehe.

tata.

ciao.

missed badly

2005-04-17T09:10:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!!! baby went to hongkong yesterday at 4.. damm... he'll be gone for a week! =[ oh wells!AND I MISS HIM ALREADY!!!

okie... and i fought with my dad... i have no idea when.. i have no idea how.. or who started it! apparently i haven been giving him enough respect.. but what does he know about respect! he doesn't even know about giving his children love!! and all this must be gain! but no.... he wants it right away! like as if he just have to have it cos he's my father! oh pls... this time im not giving in! AND I MEAN IT!

this calls for.. COLD WAR!!
okie... work was fine.. and im fine! hehehe... ok.. off to church now.. seeya guys!

love love**
(i miss you baby!!)

2005-04-15T00:49:00.000+08:00

okie.. so my birthday went "swoosh" by... haha and now it's the 15th of april... how time flies.. okie. UPDATE!!

so... ive decided to really sign up for the early childhood course in rtrc with janice!!! haha at least i have someone i know there!! hahaha if not i'll be really lost amg the aunties. =]
hahaha.. yesyes and tml i have to go take a mug shot. damm i hate that.. but i think i'll just pop by de-charater and find out if they offer that. i rather a professional then a normal kodak shop.

ok.. so ive calculated.. i have to work for like one more year to pay off my fees... and i think it's alright cos my mom is not really giving me any money anymore so i have to work my ass off..
okie... so school starts in july for me... hmmm... and i'll finish my course in 2 yrs... basically im faster then any of my friends. =]
den i would wanna continue my degree... and if i do well enough with enough credit i might be sent to wheelock uni or college to further my studies. and in the 2 yrs i get 2 diplomas.. one from rtrc and another from wheelock college. =] and that's good right? haha... woohoo! i can do this!

okie.. enough of that... now... on to shout outs!! thanks rebby and pam for the pouchy flutterbyie thingy you got me for my b'day!!! love it to bits!! it's so cute! and to kujie and mua lil cus: thanks for the precious moments prezzie and stars!! ahah now i can put the "faith" next to the "princess" ive got. =] hehehe.. and aunty shirleen for the cake! =] love ya all who wished me too!!!

mmmuuuaaaahhh!! <3

2005-04-13T10:47:00.000+08:00

okie... a few more mins till im out of here to work...

but first just a lil update for my girl and guy friends out there.. MY BIRTHDAY IS TML!! hahaha.. kk enough of that.. next up! haha.. kk posting have been bad.. so far im posted to NYP doing multimedia and infocomm technology... hmmm like.. wth! hahaha okie.. so baby and i have been going ard looking for private sch courses that offer dip in early pre-school teaching.. and yea... stuff like that cos i really wanna do tat! now the problem is im not like every other rich kid that can just go private like that! i have to work for my fees! okie fine... that's like doable. now the thing is that i have no idea which private to actually go to. heheh

oh wells.... and i feel constipated for the past few weeks! hahahahaha.... okok... too much info there... hmmm... kk REALLY got to go now... will talk to you guys or rather.. update u guys soon kie? hahaha... and yep I MISS YOU GUYS too much!!! hhhmmm... and mols!!! that was a very sweet testimonial you typed to me! hahaha.. nv really expected you to say that.. hahahahaha =]

kk have to go now.... bye bye!!!!!!!!!! love ya all!!
and i love my baby to bits! <3

miserable

2005-03-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

"oh....my...god...." <---- wad was that for right? well.. that was the reaction i had this morning when i logged in to check my posting.. i couldn't believe my eyes.. so i logged in and out several times.. thinking it's another of moe's trick website. but NO.... my posting had to be UNSUCCESSFUL. this sucks. totally... never really thought putting early childhood as my first choice would be so tough. dammm.... my whole face turned red and everyone was panicking for me... all i ask for is to get into a suitable course for myself. to study and to go to school! yes!!! i wanna go to school!!! i missed the times where i have to wake up early in the morning and rush off to school on the bus... doing those last minute revisions during the bus trip... and then breakfast in the school canteen with my pals!! you did not hear wrong! i wanna go to school! van khor was right... when we dun wanna go to school there's always a school waiting for us.. but now when we really wanna get back to school we dun get posted to anywhere.. sigh sigh...

oh wells... ima gonna go down to the school (ngee ann poly) tml to appeal for early childhood education... hopefully i can get into it. =]

just gonna trust in god now..

nighty night peeps. i missed you girls. (merissa, pam, rebby, vette!!)

2005-03-11T01:10:00.000+08:00

im back! im back! im back!!! heeee.. miss me? well i missed ALL my peeps! hmmm... okie.. like people in school like olsen!!! and my shishiyas! and i miss people from church too... ever since i left tog, i haven been talking to aprielle, sherri, terence, regi, james and JILL!! all this insanity!! okie.. it's not only them. people who dont really know my oh-so-boring lifestyle now would think im forever hanging out at church.. but just to let you know, i do nothing else but work.. yes, work. you cant believe you just hear that right? well.. believe it. it's true.

my life have been miserable lately... it's like a seriously boring routine i have to follow like every SINGLE day of my life.. well... at least for the rest of the month and the next. it's like wake up, wash up, off to work, break, then work again, then home and wash up then off to bed. then [the next day] wake up, wash up, off to work, break, then work again.... you get the picture... DO YOU SEE WADS SERIOUSLY MISSING IN MY STUPID ROUTINE? it's social life for goodness sake! i need to hang out with my friends! i need to go out! shop! and go crazy!

oh wells... wad can i do.. i'll just live my life as it is and hopefully survive after 1 1/2 months. yep... like i always say.. there's always my pillars of life supporting me... and not forgetting the Big Man up above looking after me. =]

alrighty... i better be going now.. nighty night my darlings.
<3 <3 <3

new confirmed choices

2005-03-03T00:39:00.000+08:00

1. early childhood education in NP
2. Hospitality and tourism management in TP
3. Business Studies in NP
4. Media and communication in SP
5. Law and management in TP
6. Business in TP
7. Business in SP
8. Multimedia technology in SP
9. Music and Audio technology in SP

disappointed?

2005-02-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

OMG! i hate my results! but oh wells!! it's all God's will. He planned all this for me. and im loving it! =] think bout it.. i wuz freaking out in the school hall crying even before i sat in that chair infront of my result slip. and when i got it.. THANK GOD i can apply for a course in poly. PHEW! well... tho i expected to do better in my english but I PASS MY MATHS!! B3! woah! com' on.. i never did pass maths before! even so.. it's a stupid grade of C6. and it's usually boarder line pass. well... im glad! mrs elan was happy for me too!!! hahaha when i went to her all she did was say nothing and gave me a BIG HUG! hahaa i love her to bits! and mrs tiru was proud too!! cos i got a B3 for my science! okie... so im like going to get to the point. MATT HENG! GO TO A JC YOU PUNK! hahaha.. it's ppl like you who steals places in poly from bad graders like me! hahahaha.. jk. =P

and so my 9 choices so far are:
1. early childhood education in NP
2. Hospitality and tourism management in TP
3. law and management in TP
4. Media and communication in SP
5. Business in NP
6. Business in TP
7. Business in SP
8. Multimedia technology in SP
9. Music and Audio technology in SP

there... ive prayed bout it.. and i want to do it.. childhood education. first choice. dun ask me why. but ya. =]

faithlovesyou.

FREE.

2005-02-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

woah! am i glad to be home.. =] honestly... i dont really like working as a waitress.. people think lowly of people like me who work our ass off at the restaurants. okie... maybe only some people.. but oh wells...
so now i have day offs every wednesday and friday nights!! that's nice for a change.. better then working from 12 to 12 every single day till i officially start school. well.. even tho i asked for it.. cos i really wanted somthing to do while i wait anxiously for my results.

oh and i seriously have to get down to cleaning my room... my table is in a mess and ive been saying and wanting to change my sheets but too lazy to get around doing it.. i NEED to rearrange my room.. there's something wrong with me or something.. ive been wanting for changes lately.. like a change in my lifestyle.. or a for example a change in my room. the biggest one ever is a change in my diet! i cant believe i actually gave up poutry for lent. IM SUFFERING! i miss eating meatballs.

my dog just farted. way to go cola! *stinks. (i think my dad is just using the dog to cover up his ass)

Cheap thrill.

2005-02-24T15:42:00.000+08:00

VETTE GOT A WEBCAM.
okie. so not exactly.. it's her sis's. but hey... she played with it! well.. it was fun while it lasted. her face got tired.

as you all know.. results are out this monday. OMG! im freaking out!! everyone ard me tried convincing me that i'll do well and there's nothing to worry bout. but hey!! it's afterall human nature! all i want is a NORMAL life, that's all i ask for.. this is too much to take.
first it was the painful 6 months which i HAVE to go thru... then it was the stupid major examinations.. thinking that it's all over now... but NO... i had to spend my hard earned break WORKING. fine.. it all revolves around making money.. but it's killing me.. and taking my life away.. and now doomes day..

will i be stepping out of the hall screaming with joy or sobbing uncontrollably?

-like i always say.. "im leaving it in God's hands"-

2005-02-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

yay!!! i got a blogspot. =]